...fate steps in and sees me through.
Once in a while, I send a little random message to which I occasionally get a reply. This time, I got a reply and brief chat and a lunch meeting arranged. I also got a little bit of news that I'm not sure if I'm happy about but that's not much to do with me so that's all I say about that. What I really am happy about is that there seems to be a new air of chirpiness about her; something that reminds me of what she was like what is now more than ten years ago.
The main thing there is that number.
Ten.
Ten years.
A period so long, it has it's own name ; a Decade.
Time does fly and as both of us sat there pondering how neither of us have really progressed a little something crept into my mind. Before you go and make guesses, it wasn't about her. Well, it is about a her, just not this one.
Earlier that day, a different her had left a message on my regularly left on MSN which has now left me thinking.
I really screwed things up with Little Miss C.
We were friends and I let something really stupid ruin our admittedly odd friendship. Fast forward eight years and it appears that I have done it again.
Can I live with that?
Maybe this is one of those moments when I have to face the dangers and do something about it. I think about it sometimes and well, I don't want it to be another 10 years before that other her talks to me properly again.
I short, I miss her.
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