I know, it's not like me to use a cheesy pop song but it's so much easier to express myself when it's using someone else's words, isn't it? I mean, if it all goes badly, I can blame them on the words because they are someone elses....
Except, the words I really want to say, I haven't even included in the title and I'm not even sure I want to type them out here. That is of course, the cowards way as I have pretty much given them to you anyway so why the hesitance in going the whole hog and just typing them out?
If I'm being honest, it's mainly because I don't want it to be true, or more to the point, I don't want to admit that it's true.
Except it is.
As cheesey as it sounds, I do think of you every day and I can't go about my daily routine without running into something that reminds me of you in some way and in the same old way I still don't know what I am supposed to do about it. Knowing that there isn't anything I should do or even could do is not the most comforting thought. Knowing that it still doesn't mean anything adds the neccessary edge of posion to make sure I don't forget.
Nice.
Titled: 14th August 2008
Published: 12th October 2008
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